ME ;
CHRISTIEJANEPILLAY
17 years going on 18
07 MAY 89
GREEN
saint theresa's convent
one bernadette
two bernadette
three deirdre
four deirdre
ngee ann poly business studies
TB 05
st ANTHONY'S church
Lord's Vineyard
AMPLIFY
passion play 2006
st john vianney play
five golden rings play
wishings
i want those GORGEOUS set of colourpencils that have 120 colours, but is like $298.40. art friend.i want those pretty stamps me and AMAZING saw at taka.
i want that black ipod VIDEO!
i want that pretty zara knit top.
i want that striped mango top
i want that mondo striped purple shoe
i want a new handbag.
i want plenty of SKITTLES and M&M's!
i want a new pair of BIRKENSTOCKs.
i want abs like nicole schnerzinger or fergie.
i want to revamp my room.
i want that $599 casio 6 mega pixel camera.
i want to learn to play the drums, and xi yao and charles and jo and keith and william can teach me.
i want a new pair of HAVAINNAS. soon lah.
i want be able to take INTERNATIONAL ECONOMICS next year.
i want LOVE that lasts forever.
AND AMAZING GAVE HER THAT!
REMINISCING
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
June 2007
LOVES OF MY LIFE (:
adeline'
angelyn'
avlyn'
antaeus'
bernard'
claudine'
charles'
charm'
dara'
deon'
dora'
dinesh'
drey'
jasmine'
jeremy'
joscelyn'
beloved cousin'
karmila'
laurie'
larris'
lexine'
manda'
melissa'
nathalieROCKS'
nessa'
nini'
peiwen'
sean'
shabin'
sheryl'
shyla'
stephy'
suemaine'
vankelly'
yishan'
yolanda'
SPEAK UP.
mocking
* Thursday, July 27
losing your wallet is a crime, its a sin.
because when you lose your wallet,
everything inside is gone.
your IC, ezlink card, money.
and everything inside there is DAMN important okay.
more important then your life alone.
me: "mum, i lost my wallet"
mum: "haiya, where?"
(to mum's husband) "your daughter lost her wallet in sch"
mum's husband: "you love to make a crisis right? make somemore. its fun."
mum: " she didnt purposely lose it right?"
mum's husband: " you think i print money is it?"
mum: "then your son lost his wallet 5 times already you also nvr do anything?"
mum's husband: "who said?, i give him hell."
YOU FUCKING LIAR.
YOU HAVE ALWAYS LIKED HIM MORE.
SINCE THE DAY HE WAS BORN.
even mummy knows that.
and she's said it umpteen times.
WHEN IT WAS HIS BIRTHDAY,
HE GOT A PS,
AN XBOX.
I GOT AN ADIDAS WATCH,
WORTH LIKE 3 TIMES LESS.
NVM.
IM NOT FUSSY.
I WANTED THAT WATCH ANYWAYS.
BUT THE XBOX 360 WAS OVER THE LIMIT.
was it his bdae?
no.
then?
so what if he paid half.
i wanted to buy a digi cam,
and pay half.
but you didnt want to pay the other half.
GOD knows why.
FINE.
then when his bill went so high, what did you do?
take his phone for 5 days,
then just returned it back again.
he was working.
but you didnt ask him to pay it.
instead,
you payed FOR him.
and his freakin xbox.
i had to pay for my bill.
and i wasnt even working then.
and you took my phone for like 2 months the last time?
i can still remember.
now that i lost my wallet,
you dont allow me to go out??
i dont even have school today!
and its with my CLASSMATES.
like what the hell.
I WILL REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE TINY DETAIL.
I SWEAR.
IM NOT SUPPOSED TO HOLD GRUDGES.
BUT THIS IS WAY TOO MUCH.
I CANT STAND IT.
you make me sick.
the sight of you is such a turn-off.
now you know why beloved dislikes you.
but she still respects you this l----l much.
after that much,
then you will have crossed the line.
i've made up my mind.
to become a catholic.
when im 18.
i will join RCIY.
with or without your consent.
to enter GOD's kingdom.
to worship HIM.
HE will take care of me.
HE will always be there.
HE loves me more than you do.
" We are all special children of GOD, and GOD loves us one and all"
MY HELP AND GUIDE WHEN I AM WEAK. (:
Dear Lord,
Thank you for giving me a chance
to see you in your great work through Christie.
She is quick with her hands and steady with her tasks.
She is responsible and delivers more than required.
Her surprise and earnest expression
when she is learning something new reminds me, Lord,
of how i too should be as receptive to learning new things.
The way she accepts challenges and never gives up
makes me think of how great a servant she wil be in your kingdom.
It reminds me to also accept challenges quietly and positively.
Thank you for putting her in my path as help and guide.
I LOVE YOU GRANDMA!
i miss talking to you.
about everything.
you were also my HELP and GUIDE.
and i'll always cherish what you said to me that day.
in front of the blessed sacrament.
i miss SJV.
and everyone in it.
i miss the quiet sessions,
in prayer and reflection.
that was when i knew,
that there were so many people around me,
who cared.
so much.
ILOVEYOUGUYS!
((:
why cant i go for amplify
AND go to grandma's house.
I HAVE TO MAKE A CHOICE.
11:12:00 am